The Ultimate Marie Weatherly Depression Playlist

I've been thinking of making a depressed playlist since I'm, well, depressed and stuff. You're obviously no Sherlock if you haven't figured that out until now.

So I gathered my top fifteen most depressing songs, and put them together into...

*drum roll*

The Ultimate Marie Weatherly Depression Playlist (TUMWDP)! *confetti*

Perfect for rainy days when all you can do is sit and stare out of the window into the dark, ominous sky (God, that sounded horrible), or those days when you feel really emo (without all the eyeliner and wrist-slashing, of course) and you just want to sulk in a corner and all those crap.

Anyway, here goes. :)

1. Distance/Pixelated by Jeremy Passion

I already mentioned this song on my last depression post, so I guess you already listened to this. You haven't? I already posted the link. All you have to do is click, you lazy motherfkasdjfhkldshf

Sorry. :D

2. This Is Why by Late Night Alumni

I learned about this song while watching one of Michelle Phan's short movies (don't you dare ask me why I'm watching her videos). It depressed the bloody hell out of me. No doubt it has a spot in TUMWDP.

3. Gravity by Sara Bareilles

This one I got from watching So You Think You Can Dance a few years back. Don't expect me to remember which contestants danced to this song. Though I do recall that Robert Roldan (SHITROBERTASLKDFHKL) was in that season of SYTYCD. I had a crush on him then. Mehehe.

4. Here Comes Goodbye by Rascal Flatts

A good number of Rascal Flatts songs are depressive, and if I put them all here you'd probably be bored, so I just picked one from the loooooooong list. You cannot believe how hard it was to do just that.

5. Near To You by A Fine Frenzy

Almost Lover should be here, but I thought that song is already quite mainstream, so I chose this one instead. If anything, Near To You is almost equally depressing as Almost Lover.  Unless you're a darned rock, then of course you wouldn't feel anything.

6. Let Me Be The One by Jimmy Bondoc

This is, I daresay, the most depressing OPM song to date. (OPM = Original Pilipino Music)

7. Down by Jason Walker

Contrary to what people think, I've already known this song even before it became a part of the Vampire Diaries soundtrack. So stop throwing me all those Elena-Stefan fandom shit. *irritated mother face* Elena and Damin forevarrrrr!

8. Water Runs Dry (Cover) by Boyce Avenue

Alejandro's voice... (*^*)

9. A Drop in the Ocean by Ron Pope

"I was praying that you and me might end up together; it's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert..."

Damn this song. *sniff*

But you should listen still listen to it. Heard this on Vampire Diaries, by the way.

10. Make It Without You by Andrew Belle

Vampire Diaries again. Lalala~

11. The Day You Said Goodnight by Hale

Another OPM song. I was obsessed with this band way back when I was in grade school (fancy that!). Unfortunately, they disbanded themselves. Although their former front man is still active in the Filipino music scene as far as I know. Anyway, this song introduced Hale into mainstream Filipino music. It's one of their best, I daresay, and one of their most depression-inducing, heartbreaking songs.

12. Nothing by The Script

THE SCRIPT. 'Nuff said.

13. The Scientist by Coldplay

I was actually debating on whether to put The Scientist or Fix You here in TUMWDP, but I decided The Scientist is more depressing. Well, from my standpoint, it is, but Fix You is a good one, too.

14. Icebox by Omarion

I've got this Xbox where my Wii used to be. I've got this rice box where my rice used to be. Nu uhhhhh~

15. Kiss Me (Cover) by Jason Walker

Like people say, save the best for last. I just bawl everytime I here this song. The singer sounds like he's mourning/pining for someone, so very different from the light and bubbly mood of the original song. YOU. MUST. LISTEN. TO. THIS.


SO...

This is by far the longest post here in my blog. Mehehe. All the more reason to listen to the playlist I made. You wouldn't want my effort wasted, don't you? :P

Sigh.

I feel oddly depressed.

Well, I feel depressed almost all the time (*cough* bipolar *cough*), but this one's different.

One reason why I'm depressed is because I've been listening to this song for days. Seriously. I don't know why, but this song's stirring something inside the depths of my soul (*insert a shitty and corny speech on drama and romance here*).

And the opening part where Jeremy makes a short monologue about long distance relationships and whatnot? Bloody everlasting hell. Kill me. Kill me now.

Another reason is because I miss my parents terribly. They visited me this morning in my dormitory, but they only stayed for about thirty minutes, which was not enough time. I even forgot to hug my daddy when he said goodbye. Also, I forgot to ask him to give me back my birthday money so I could buy the pretty, leather bound Pride and Prejudice book that I nearly drooled on at the book store.

And another reason (really, I could go on and on why I'm depressed but I'll end with this one), which I think is by far the most serious one, is that I'm facing this dilemma of crush-turned-to-like-turned-to-love on this one guy, and I don't know what to do about it. I've been mulling over it for nigh a week and it's already starting to drive me nuts; you only have to look at my former jet black hair turned bright red to know. I'd tell you the whole story, but I'm afraid that 1) you'd only dismiss my situation as teenage silliness sdklfhsakjdgfjs it's not~ 2) someone both the guy and I know might be reading this and expose this abomination to the entire world, or worse, 3) the guy himself might find out that I'm writing about him and poof, friendship over. Well he's not exactly my friend, merely an acquaintance, but whatever. You catch the drift.

You're probably saying, Oh, gimme a break, Marie! OKAY THEN. FINE. *puts on irritated mother face*

Anyway, I just posted this here hoping I'd somehow think of a way to end this stupid drama, but I guess it didn't work. If anything though, it did make my mood a tad lighter than before I wrote this.

*shrug*

If you will excuse me, my tea is done brewing. :)